Hi Chan Fong,
I am wai wai. Nowdays I dont know what to do with my life. I feel like living like a zombie nowdays. I am not sure what is the problem. May be I am too lonely? I am single , 40 + years old and only living with my dad. I do have friends, can be considered a healthy social life and job is able to provide me food & a good life. But I hate what I am doing at my job. I always feel useless and scare, worry and anxiety especially in work. Worried how people judge me. , worried what I do is wrong or not good enough. Worried about what will happen when I get old. My productivity is at the lowest point now. Nowdays when I cant go out, I only just lie on bed and scroll phone , emotionless. even when I go out with friends, I dont feel happy.I went to gym but just dont feel the energetic as last time. I have tried seeing a doctor and took some medicine, but it does not works. I am not sure what is wrong. Is this a normal situation which everyone else will have ? I always feel like not to continue to live anymore. What is the point to continue? I cant find a reason to go on.
Wai Wai